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WARNING
This journal may contain:

a) Innuendo
b) Fangirling
c) Gender-bending
d) Spaz
e) Slash
f) Hawtness
g) Caffeine

If any of the above offends you, I suggest you look somewhere else. If not, welcome. ♥

"Not 'For you I would die' but 'For you I live.'"
So, hi. My name's Trisha. I like gay Japanese boybands hell, I think I like the whole country, singing badly, dancing with my two left feet, writing embarrassingly sappy love stories, reading books/stories that make my chest hurt, wishing at 11:11, and dreaming about the things I love. I am a fangirl, not ashamed to admit it, and will squee about surprising things, and I download media like a maniac, and, yes. Basically, JE fandom has taken over my life. I like to think this journal is a friendly place. I don't require you to comment more than once or twice every few months, I don't really defriend, and as long as you are nice you will probably be on my friends list forever. Fandoms come and go frequently in this journal, but friends do not. :]

♥ So, how about it? You, me, and a bucket of cafe ole? ♥

Stylesheet by refuted

You know how it goes:

♥ Comment with your name.
♥ Link in your journal (I am not kidding, please PIMP THIS LIKE CRAZY!!1!one!)
♥ Say whatever you want, anonymously or otherwise.

I decided my userinfo was too small and uninformative, so I decided to make this badass introduction post. For realz.

→ Hi. Most people call me Silver. Since I am lazy, I did not upload my pictures to a server. It's on my myspace instead. It also has pictures of my hamster Miyo; he is my baby, he is cute, and he is cuddly, so go check it out.
→ Real life is not even remotely interesting. I moved to the US when I was almost 8, I threw a three-year tantrum 'cause I hated it here. I refused to speak English for the first month even though I was fluent. My grandma raised me until I moved, so I still call her Mommy. My mom and I don't get along. (We do have our Gilmore Girls moments.) We have our issues, but I'm still OK. I'm 'smart.' I go to a prestigious high school. I love learning new languages, and I'm good at it. I hate math. Aaand I live in an awesome city.
→ FANDOM > LIFE. Forsrs. Mine, in chronological order: Yu Yu Hakusho, Harry Potter, jrock, Miyavi, obscure animangas, and jpop.
→ Hi, I'm a writer. Betcha didn't know. :D



THIS IS MY WEDDING SONG.


→ I'll admit I'm a fangirl. Fact: I've said "KORE TE DESTINY?!" in real life and in front of other people. Usually my shrieks are directed at Miyavi, NEWS, KAT-TUN, Cantarella, and any other girly looking boy I get my hands on.
→ I like rainbows and sunshine and fruity drinks. I like to live in the dark (literally, not figuratively) and pile on the eyeliner. I love cute things with edge. Androgyny is hot. Music is hot. It's all hot. Close-mindedness is not. I defy convention. I live for creativity. I like Disney movies. I'm a sucker for romance. I'm a romantic (as in the love story kind, and also the one that is...not). I'm fascinated by psychology. I like pretty things. I like chains and ripped t-shirts and other things punk. I listen to bubblegum pop and metal. One day, I will wear those magic winged Converses. I wanna be a rock star; writer; psychiatrist; princess; hero. I love my friends. I'm iffy about showing it, but please know that I do. I'm insecure and sometimes petty. Sarcasm is my bunkmate. I love love. I sometimes pretend I can sing. I don't like being emo. I am the quiet girl in the back who is giggling at everyone.

Huzzah! More writing; original fiction this time.

title: a walk around town
rating: G
summary: A short, sweet ficlet about a little girl and compassion. Done for the "random elements" assignment in Writing Sem, all hand-written in one period and typed/edited on Word. 600-something words.

( look, daddy, look! ) I know you don't like fluff, Dani, but I guess I just can't help myself. :">

title: in this world
rating: PG for character death
summary: What a funny little world we live in, Draco muses.
notes: I've noticed that almost all of my character POV fics are in Draco's perspective. This is because I find it easiest to write him, which is ironic because he's not even my favorite character. I love Harry. ♥ I think that's why I write as Draco; I like describing Harry from an outside point of view. Written in about five minutes, sorry for my mistakes.

( I creeped myself out with this )

See how crazy Draco is? What's scary is I didn't even have to work very hard. I'm not trusting my state of mind at the moment. ^^; The 'useless pretty boy' was designed with Miyavi in mind. I'm sorry! I can't be rid of him completely. <<; I know the obsessed fangirl kind of sounds like it would be me, but I would never do something that drastic. Besides, it would make him sad and I wouldn't want to do that. *is crazy*

See what I meant about my state of mind? I should be sent to an institute.

To my flist: I have a request. I'm currently editing my profile, but for fear of overloading I've decided to dump everything there is I can think of to put down about me. You know, just for kicks. ;) So. Below I have two of my profiles from other sites. But I want more-icons, songs, testimonials, whatever. Anything you want to say or recommend or talk about that reminds you of me, put it here! It's less for my profile than it is me wondering how my flist perceives me. It'll be a large entry, at least by my standards, so I'm organizing everything under lj-cuts. I'll be adding some random stuff here and there, so, yeah. Comment away! :p

( the friendster profile )

( the ff.net file )

Title: play me
Author: Me, stupid.
Rating: PG for...harsh reality? ="X
Notes: I have no idea where this came from, really. I was just writing nonsense in my journal like I usually do and this came out.

( poor babeh )

Holy fuck, I just completely went through today thinking it was yesterday. Further evidence that this goddamn vacation has RIPPED my brain and stomped on it until it is mush.

Yus.

Oh, iPod video, how tempting you are. You are like my sweet ice cold lemonade under a hot desert sun. :3

Wrote a Myv poem today. Apparently he is my muse, because this is the first shit thing I've written in a while. Also, tomorrow shall be movies with friends and also a friend's crush. WTF NICOLE. Do not drag me into your torrid nonlove life.

(It is about how people like him for his looks more than his music and talent. I think he's the hottest piece of ass person to ever grace this earth, but not necessarily just because of his looks. I only think people are good-looking if they also have a good personality, and the only exceptions are those really really god-like shiny people. Which are rare. And even if someone is pretty okay-looking but has a bad personality I call them ugly. xD)

<td align="center"> Trisha --
[noun]:

A dance involving little to no clothing

'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com</td>

Let's all do a Trisha dance! *shakes butt*

EDIT:

title: beloved
summary: What makes Draco stay?

( the jerk )

Title: Sometimes
Summary: Sometimes...you want to take a little break.
Notes: I'm not exactly sure what this is. Though it's rough and unedited, it contains some of my most profound thoughts deep inside, the burning questions that run through my mind and torture me. Because, really, these questions don't have answers; and because they're the answers I want the most, it hurts that I can't get them. (What is life, anyway?) Sometimes I wish I could just live.

( funny, isn't it )

I've been feeling melancholy again. I wish I could cure myself of it; I wish I could stop thinking so much.

Okay. So I was mad at myself for not writing so long (once I stop writing for a while, it takes me a long time to get back into it) so I was like, "C'mon Silver, get off your lazy butt and write!"

So I did. And it's not fanfiction and it's not exactly romance. It's weird. But I wrote it in about 10 minutes and fixed it up in 5, and I really just wanted to start getting back into the habit.

Title: night
Rating: G
Notes: It talks about a vague world and a vague war, and everything was made up on the spot so it doesn't really matter. It's actually kind of structured to give the illusion of someone who is slowly losing their mind. Or losing something. Because they've already lost everything else.

( don't let me go, jack! )

Writing! Something I haven't done in ages, because I am lazy and after NaNo, I just didn't feel like writing anymore. But now I've got something new. I'm pretty sure it isn't any good, but it's original--which I want to get more into practice with. So here it is.

Title: the first step for willow
Rating: PG

( and her name was willow )

I'm feeling creative today. I want to write something. Only thing is, I can't think of a plot.

♥ The Christmas Reading List of Doom ♥

-White as Snow, Red as Blood, Black as Ebony by biichan
-Etchings by sionnian
-That Old Malfoy Charm by hackthis
-Splinters by hackthis
-Love for the Strong by Reena
-Gloria by nothingbutfic
-Tame by astra_argentea
-Love Under Will by bookshop
-Trinity by mirasfics
-Windfallen by Cinnamon
-Welcome to the Real World by IamtheLizardQueen
-A Glass Fairytale by [Unknown LJ tag]
-Finer than Spring by lashajayne
-And Now For Something Completely Different by hackthis
-The Lodger by Mad Martha
-Trumpet by natabug
-Marked by astra_argentea
-Extracurricular by Ivy Blossom (and also, Blue Vase)

(LJ wouldn't let me link Windfallen or Welcome to the Real World; I have no idea why. ;_;)

♥♥ With more to come soon. ♥♥